Hi everyone once again!! After so long, Ive been okay though just a bit stressed lately because I lost my job for dumb reasons. The day after or morning after I shall say, my roommates had to call the ambulance because my blood sugar was way low, that my body was stiff and I could not move any of my body limbs at all, I could not even talk, and it felt so frustrating. Not being able to move or speak at all. I was just glad that there was someone at home when that happened. It is not pretty feeling, if you are a diabetic you know what I am talking about if it ever has happened to you.
It is not easy being a diabetic at all, but I my self try to make the best of it every day. I hate being a diabetic, I hate the day that I became a diabetic, but it happened and had to happen. Why? I don't know, but it did maybe I was strong and still am strong enough to deal with it. But I hate it so, so much, there is times I ask why did I had to get diabetes, why did I had to be the one getting it and no one else but me. WWHHHYYY!! I just do not understand why I had to be the one getting it and not anyone else. But hey maybe I got lucky being a diabetic right?? Because Im just that sweet that bees don't even want to get close or prick me at all. Trust me to me being a diabetic is just to damn frustrating, tiering, sickening and just plain stupid. Having diabetes a desease that will never have a cure probably. I personally am tiered having to prick my fingers, inject a damn medication, and do everything else that I got to do along with it. Its sickening, its stupid, its tiering, and anything else that you want. I hate it but Im lucky at the same time, how?? I don't know but I am in a way.
